The light that I'm seeing is vague and latent. Fear enveloped the wholeness of my being. Am I ready to die or not? What if I am in front of God at this moment, would he accept me as his child or I would be denied, because of my sins?
Earthquake struck me fews day ago. I called God for a sudden, because of a fear that it was the ending of my life. I called his name many times, which I didn't summon for so long. Too late huh? I didn't want to regret the actions I made for myself, but yeah I did... It was not too late anyway.
If I had the security by being a Christian, or by just being a follower of Christ, then why my heart is filled with fear, love, and pain knowing I am not definitely a born again in deeds.
If my life would be ended tonight, I wish that God would extend it in a little longer. I want to die, when I already served him with all my might and strength. When I could leave everything for his sake, and when he's the only one I am living for.
This is just my only wish, to live and die for a cause...
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